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Norman's Journal
Wendy Raimi
Norman picked up the pencil and prepared to write in his journal, but
the thoughts wouldn't come, or actually, they could come, but he just couldn't
seem to organize them. He decided to write at least the first sentence.
How anything like this is possible, I will never know.
He nodded as he felt reassured by that sentence, he just needed to
get the rest out, and the rest was complicated, but as he picked up the
pencil once again his hand knew exactly what to write.
My girlfriend of two years, Cassandra Sally Lici-Bates, is pregnant
with my child.
Norman dropped the pencil and stared at the sentence. It was
true that Cassie had been his girlfriend of two years and it was true that
she was pregnant. For three months Cassie had been pregnant. In fact,
she had come home this afternoon looking quite worried. Norman, in his
own way, had walked up to her and asked,
"Cassandra, what's wrong?" She looked at him with eyes that seemed
so blank. He had never seen them so vacant, not even when she had her flashbacks.
She had ignored him and headed to her room. He thought it was strange and
followed her.
"Cassandra! What's wrong?" he asked her when he reached her room. She
looked up at him.
"Oh Norman!" Cassie cried and then began to cry. Norman cocked his
head to the side and looked at her.
"Cassandra, what is it? What's happened?" he asked again. Cassie sighed
and looked up. Straight into his eyes and into his heart, she said the
words,
"I'm pregnant."
Norman, startled at such words took a step back. He wondered how, but
he knew. Three months ago, when Cassie had first come to the motel, she
had seduced him in such a subtle way; he never knew what was going on.
That night was such a blur to him now, but he relieved the emotions every
time he thought of it. How soft her body was. How good he had felt with
her against him.
"...how..." he stuttered out in a whisper. Cassie, her face tear stained,
looked up to him.
"Norman, three months ago you and I shared a night of bliss. Three
months ago, you and I became one. And I'm afraid three months ago our one
night of happiness will soon bring us another client for the motel." Cassie
put as simply as she could. Norman walked over to Cassandra.
"A...child. You're going to have a baby?" he asked. Cassandra
nodded. Norman put his arms around his friend. He held her close. He didn't
know what else to do.
"Norman, are you all right with this?" Cassandra asked.
"We'll...be parents." he said flatly. Cassie nodded.
"Mother isn't going to like this." he said. Cassie pulled away from
Norman, her eyes seeming to flare with anger.
"You tell your mother to stay down in the fruit cellar where she rightfully
belongs! She is not getting our child! Do you hear that Norman!? Do you
hear that Norma! My child is staying with me! It will not end up like you!
Keep away! Or else suffer the consequences, BATES!" Cassie screamed
out. Norman, or, more appropriately, Norma, stood.
"Cassandra, I will want that child. You could never possibly take care
of the child. Norman and I will take care of it." Norma said. Fresh tears
streamed down Cassie's cheeks and she screamed.
"No Norma! No! Norman and I can take care of ourselves! Leave us alone!"
Cassie screamed. Cassie pushed "Norma" and she fell onto the ground. Cassie
looked up, as if she had been broken from a spell. The same happened to
Norman as he got up from the floor.
"Cassandra?" he asked.
"Oh Norman! Your mother wants our baby! Promise me she won't get out
child." Cassie said as she ran into Norman's arms. He smoothed out her
hair as he held her.
"I promise. Mother won't get our child, and to make sure she won't,
Cassandra, marry me." Norman said. Cassie looked up into his eyes.
"Do you mean it? Do you really mean it?" Norman nodded.
"I do." Cassie smiled.
"All right." Norman leaned in and kissed Cassie. She kissed him in
return, and then it broke.
"I love you Cassie." Norman said. She frowned, but smiled.
"I love you Normy."
Cassandra and I married within the week. It was
a simple wedding. In fact, all we did was drive into Fairvale and went
into the Courthouse. We were married, May 8th at 11:30am, before noon.
The sheriff was witness along with his wife. I've never remembered myself
being more happy at that moment. Cassandra still refuses to live
in the house though. She has insisted on living in room six, but
she says that when the child is born, then we will live as a family in
the house. I think she's still weary of mother. To be honest,
I think I'm weary of mother as well. She's a very commanding woman,
but I've told her that if she doesn't want to go to the retirement home
that she must live in the fruit cellar and not bother me or Cassandra.
Mother has agreed, but...we're not sure.
Norman stopped there on his journal and closed it.
Norman kept up with his journal, he always did, but today, today was
something different. He opened it and began writing.
Something...bad has happened. Something horrible.
He dropped his pencil and rubbed his face. He reviewed what happened
in his mind.
Cassandra had driven into the driveway, gotten out
of her car and headed immediately to her room. Norman watched as
his wife scurried to her room. She had just been to the doctor's, he knew
that, but he wanted to know what news the doctor had given Cassie about
their child. He walked into her room and found his wife sitting on
her bed looking perplexed.
"Something wrong Cassandra?" Norman asked as he stood in the doorway.
Cassie looked up at him, but said nothing.
"Cassie?" Norman asked.
"Twins Norman. Twins." Cassie said simply. Now Norman was confused.
Twins?
"I don't understand." Norman said. Cassie nodded.
"I went into the office and had my checkup. The doctor smiled and said
that we're having twins. Two children Norman. Two. Not one, but two. I'm
carrying two of our kids in me Norman." She explained. Norman sat on the
bed next to Cassie.
"How?" he asked, this time not stuttering.
"I...I dunno. But we're having two kids. A boy and a girl. And
they're twins." Cassie said looking confused.
"We're gonna what?" Norman asked.
"We're having two kids."
The two parents sat in a confused silence.
What are we going to do with twins? Norman asked his journal.
"Ms. Lici, do you want us to call the father of the children?" the nurse
asked as she brought in an extra blanket for Cassandra. Cassie shook
her head.
"It's all right. He...he won't want to hear the news just yet."
Cassie said as she sipped at her orange juice. The nurse nodded.
"If you don't mind me asking, who is the father?" the nurse
asked. Cassie smiled dreamily.
"You'd never believe me if I told you, but let me tell you that's he
warm, and caring, and that I love him very much." Cassie said. The nurse
nodded.
"Well, I just thought it'd be nice to know. You are pretty young
to be having kids." The nurse said nonchalantly.
"I'm only sixteen and a half." Cassie said, giving a fake pout.
The nurse nodded again.
"May I see my children?" Cassie asked. The nurse smiled.
"Of course, I'll bring them to you." The nurse said. She left
and within a few moments Cassandra was holding her two children.
Twins, a boy and a girl just like the doctor had said.
"What are you naming them?" the nurse asked. Cassie smiled.
"Lucy Anne and Ethan Osgood." Cassie said, her smile bursting with
joy. The nurse smiled.
"Those are good names, but do they go with their last name?" the nurse
asked. Cassie nodded and said,
"Lucy Anne Bates, and Ethan Osgood Bates. I think it does." Cassie
said. The nurse gasped and stood.
"Bates?" the nurse, asked. Cassie nodded.
"These...these are Norman's children?" the nurse asked, stunned.
Cassie nodded. The nurse backed out of the room and left. Cassie
held her sleeping babes close.
"Do not worry my children, mother..." Cassie trailed off, then said,
"Cassie will protect you." Cassandra said. They will not call
me mother. They will never call me mother. Cassie thought.
Cassandra brought the children home, and with the children home, the
lives of the Bates grew. Of course they still had their, "differences"
but when a family has children for the first time, love always prevails.
"Cassie! Cassie! Come see what we did!" Lucy called out as she ran up
the steps to the house. Cassandra came from the door.
"What Lucy? Where's your brother?" Cassandra asked curiously.
"With father, they're gathering wood." Lucy said happily as she stopped
in the middle of the steps. Cassandra walked down to her daughter.
"What did you do?"
"Father is looking at the swamp. He seems...scared." Lucy said.
Cassandra looked worried.
"Lucy, what did you do to your father?"
"We really did nothing. Daddy was driving pass the swamp and Ethan
told daddy to look out the window. I looked too and a car was floating
on top of the swamp. Daddy stopped the car, got out and now he refuses
to move. He keeps saying something about Mother's revenge." Lucy said.
Cassandra gasped.
"Lucy, run into the house and get me the butcher knife."
"But Cassie..." Lucy seemed to plead.
"Don't argue Lucy Anne, go get me the knife." Lucy nodded, went
into the house, grabbed the butcher knife, came back out and handed it
to her mother.
"Take my hand Lucy." Cassie said as she held out her hand. Lucy took
it and the two walked to the swamp.
Norman stood at the edge of the swamp, and looked out at the green car
that seem to float on top of the swamp. He waited and waited, but
the trunk wouldn't pop open.
"Father, please, Cassie's going to get worried." Ethan pleaded with
his father. But it was no good, Ethan's father would not move. Ethan sighed
and turn to see his mother and twin walking down the path. He ran
to them.
"Cassie, why won't daddy move?" he asked. Cassie's eyes were on Norman
now. She handed Lucy's hand to Ethan's and moved to her husband.
"Norman, please, come home. Forget about it." Cassie whispered in Norman's
ear.
"It's her fault. It's because I married you. She wants
the children. She wants to scare them. Just watch. The trunk
will pop open and Mother will carry out the body and spill it on the ground.
She'll scare the children, kidnap them and we'll never see them again."
Norman rambled in a whisper. Cassie took Norman's clenched hand and
opened it. She placed the butcher knife in his hand and reclosed
the fist.
"Kill it Norman. Kill the memory. The children don't understand
our lives. They'll know nothing. Kill the memory Norman, kill
mother if you have to, but don't wreck this, not our marriage, our children,
not what we had years ago. Please Norman. Let's go home." Cassie whispered
in a pleading voice to her husband. Norman looked to his wife, into her
blue eyes, into her spirit and soul.
"How?" he asked in a whisper.
"With whatever. Leave the car. She's gone, the town doesn't know,
the children won't know." Cassie whispered as she caressed his cheek with
her hand. Norman leaned his face into the hand, into the touch he had felt
so many years ago. A tear slid down his cheek.
"After I kill mother, then what? What about your memory?" Norman asked
after he came from the touch.
"I...I will remember." Cassie said, sounding somewhat brave.
The children watched on in confusion.
"Lucy, what's happening?" Ethan whispered to his sister. Lucy
watched, her eyes wide and seeming to be blank and she watched the touching
between her parents.
"Cassie's compromising."
"With what?"
"Reality. Ethan we have been born into a family that is seeming to
be cursed. If Cassie breaks father from his problems, then grandmother,
as it would be to us, will die, and if Norman can help Cassie with her
amnesia, Cassie will realize that she is not who she really is." Lucy tried
explaining.
"And what about us?"
"In a matter of seconds Ethan we will either become orphans, or the
luckiest children in the world."
So the twins waited to see what would happen to their parents.
Cassie looked into Norman's eyes.
"Come on. You'll scare the twins. What are you going to do?" Cassie
asked, knowing that her husband was really scaring her more than he was
scaring the twins.
Norman looked into Cassie's royal blues and then to the knife. For
a split second Cassie thought that Norman was planning to kill her and
she readied herself to feel the plunge of the knife into her heart, to
hear her children screaming, and to finally loose consciousness.
Norman pulled away from his wife, raised the knife, gave her the thought
that he was to commit suicide, and then threw the knife. It sailed over
the swamp, bounced off the trunk of the car and landed into the swamp to
be lost forever.
The trunk popped open and revealed that nothing was in it. Norman looked
stunned while Cassie smiled with delight.
The car, in response to all this suspense, slowly started it's descent
back to it's underwater home.
"It's over Norman, you're free."
Norman smiled and felt that a great weight, one that had been on his
shoulders since he was born, had been lifted off.
"Let's go home Cassandra. Our children are waiting for us." Norman
said as he took Cassie's hand. The two walked back home with the twins
in tow.
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